Thursday, June 24, 2010

determined

1. To get an answer
2. To make things right
3. Get a job
4. Improve my SAT score
5. Be active
6. Get into the best college I can of my choice

Monday, June 21, 2010

over

I can't blame him for it
But because of you guys, he wants to focus on just being friends
I don't know how I feel about it really
But I sure as hell hope you're happy

pictures

I'm not really sure how I feel about this
One moment I wish you guys were here to stay, the next I can't wait 'til you move
We all are starting to feel that way
But I think it's just how we deal with such a situation
Pick at the negatives so the loss doesn't seem to grand
Could you blame us though?
You will be missed, but not as much as you would be if you were a competent family
If you actually cared about others, maybe then
But you don't
So it's really more your loss than anyone else's
Have fun with your new, clean slate
Or at least your twisted perception of one

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

jimmy


What is your philosophy on life?

I reckon I'm a little too young to have that all figured out yet. I don't know none too much about fate and shit like that, but it's not whatever hand you're dealt in this life that makes you who you are; it's how you deal with all that that composes your character. I don't want to make it all about me here, but look at the shit I've been through. For a while I let all that hurt infect every aspect of my life and I was ruining myself. I stopped giving a fuck and felt numb to everything, which did me no favors, but I was able to channel that into something positive. Folks get themselves all worked up over this petty shit, why? Because they give too much of a fuck. Once you eliminate or at least significantly reduce the amount of fuck that you give, you'll find yourself a much happier and more content person. There are many things you have no control over, and if you let worrying about it all run your life you won't have any time left to live it, because no one never knows how much of that time we have left. I just don't give a fuck, and it's helped bring me success and happiness once again- something I thought I wouldn't feel ever again. In my opinion. And sure, this may be a bit long winded but it's a life philosophy here, what do you want, a fucking haiku? Get outta here.

If you can be anyone doing anything right now, what would you do?

I would be me, laying on my floor, playing with my little buddy Roscoe. Far too often, folks live their lives blindly aspiring to be like Brad Pitt or to be the next Lebron James, when they ought to spend more time appreciating the hand they've been dealt here. I don't want to live in anyone's shadow; I'ma be me, and the best me I can be. In my opinion.
- James Cajigas

It only just occurred to me, a minute before we were leaving, how much I will miss having class with you. 
Instead of taking the time to say goodbye to everyone, you told me to keep taking pictures and how you respect that I am not like anyone else. 
I have always had a lot of respect for you, so hearing this was very much appreciated. 
I better be seeing your name all over one day, in some shape or form. 
Because it would most certainly be a disappointment if it I don't.

Is this your way of keeping me under your wing?
More than half the people I hang out with smoke and drink on a regular basis
Do you see me doing it?
I wish you didn't try to handle things this way

Monday, June 14, 2010

needy

You are forever doomed by your needy personality to be unhappy with whomever you decide to be with

Sunday, June 6, 2010

love

I never realized how a silly Facebook status could make me see so much good in everyone
Writing each "why I like you" to everyone was thrilling
I never knew how much I could care about an individual, let alone a dozen
In a way, it has helped me to love more in general
It makes everything okay